Pause me ??

Going through the vast landscape of pain,

Passing through the torrid hills cape of loneliness,

O Lover! Can you help me to Pause?

I am a white feather, floating in air,

No direction, no destination, not knowing where to go,

O Lover! Can you help me to Pause?

Oscillating among thousand desires which I have,

Trying to touch my desires with my lust,

O Lover! Can you help me to Pause?

Don't know whether you love me or not,

Floating among the possibility of yes or no,

O Lover! Can you help me to Pause?

Days go small and night becomes long,

Usually I don't dream but in dream it's you,

O Lover! Can you help me to Pause?

I have became a beggar, begging for your love to god,

I know you never wished me to be a beggar,

O Lover! Can you help me to Pause?

I wishes I could breath flowing wind which touches you,

You know I am talking impossible but I am not a fool,

O Lover! Can you help me to Pause?

( Written on 07/01/2006. Readers may find this poem childish as it was my first poem some 4 years before. )